Pain....
It's so irrelevant....
It hurts,
It feels good....
My pain is deep.
I keep it hidden...
Pain is all I feel,
Keeping it so quiet.
Wanting to scream,
let it all out.
To make someone feel how much...
How much I hurt,
How much everything hurts.
This Pain....
It's hidden so deep.
I want you to see...
want you to feel...
I want to...
GIVE you my pain.
Its this deep pain,
like someone tearing my insides out,
I can't believe that it hurts this bad,
that I'm crying this much.
It's like grabbing a rose with your bare hand......
or stepping on a nail.
I can't explain why I love her so much...
my flesh and blood ,
my daughter,
and I can't help wondering if I will get her back.
I want her,
I need her.
She is my flesh and blood,
I carried her for 9 months,
took care of her for 9 more,
and then her took her from me!
and tries to make me look the fool,
but the jokes on him,
I have always wanted her!!
Thinking if you .......
makes my heart race,
my mind wander,
and all I can do is smile!
Could it be ,
That I am happy again?
that I am smiling again?
Why does this have to happen at this time?
Should I let my heart go ,
and let my heart win ?
I want all of my thoughts to leave,
so i can figure everything out,
and find my way???
Why does this happen to me by shortyAly, literature
Literature
Why does this happen to me
Why does this Happen to ME???
Why do They Act this Way, I'm Your daughter,
Believe all I Say,
Why Would I Lie to You???
Nothing I do ever Means Anything to you... EVER!!
Why does this HAppen to me??
Why do YOu Treat me like this ??
I am your Blood,
you Should Love me for Who I am...
Not for who you think i should be.
Just Because i am not that person doesn't mean I'm not human.
I am your Daughter and always will be....
If you love me or not.
Why Does This Happen to me???
Pain....
It's so irrelevant....
It hurts,
It feels good....
My pain is deep.
I keep it hidden...
Pain is all I feel,
Keeping it so quiet.
Wanting to scream,
let it all out.
To make someone feel how much...
How much I hurt,
How much everything hurts.
This Pain....
It's hidden so deep.
I want you to see...
want you to feel...
I want to...
GIVE you my pain.
Its this deep pain,
like someone tearing my insides out,
I can't believe that it hurts this bad,
that I'm crying this much.
It's like grabbing a rose with your bare hand......
or stepping on a nail.
I can't explain why I love her so much...
my flesh and blood ,
my daughter,
and I can't help wondering if I will get her back.
I want her,
I need her.
She is my flesh and blood,
I carried her for 9 months,
took care of her for 9 more,
and then her took her from me!
and tries to make me look the fool,
but the jokes on him,
I have always wanted her!!
Thinking if you .......
makes my heart race,
my mind wander,
and all I can do is smile!
Could it be ,
That I am happy again?
that I am smiling again?
Why does this have to happen at this time?
Should I let my heart go ,
and let my heart win ?
I want all of my thoughts to leave,
so i can figure everything out,
and find my way???
It's cold outside and it's getting dark,
there's something I need to tell you,
It's starting to rain,
I'm starting to cry
I need to find you right now
I need to tell you something,
I can't tell you right here,
You need to know soon,
Something may go wrong
Could be a total disaster
It's cold outside and it's getting dark,
gotta hold me tight and never let go,
I've fallen in love, just with you
you can't leave me, our love is strong
don't leave me standing here
I may just cry, all alone in the dark
I need you tonight, always, forever more
a shoulder to cry on,
a hand to hold,
a person to love,
a love untold
I hurt you
I let you go
Can you forgive me?
I love you always
I hate when she flirts,
you always flirt back.
Do you care how it makes me feel?
I hate this
I feel stupid
How can my heart break so easily?
What can make it this way?
Why did I drop you like yesterday's trash?
You didn't need to do that,
you don't have to be scared
all you need to know is I love you,
I have never felt this way before,
I wish I was still yours
When I fell in love with you,
I knew it right away.
I looked into your eyes and quickly looked away,
I feared your touch,
the feel of your hand in mine
I just wanted to tell you, you should be mine
Always and forever
I knew I'd find you someday,
didn't expect it so soon,
you want me too
Admit it to yourself,
Admit it to me
Your special to me,
you need me near you
I need you near me almost as much, if not more
Why does this happen to me by shortyAly, literature
Literature
Why does this happen to me
Why does this Happen to ME???
Why do They Act this Way, I'm Your daughter,
Believe all I Say,
Why Would I Lie to You???
Nothing I do ever Means Anything to you... EVER!!
Why does this HAppen to me??
Why do YOu Treat me like this ??
I am your Blood,
you Should Love me for Who I am...
Not for who you think i should be.
Just Because i am not that person doesn't mean I'm not human.
I am your Daughter and always will be....
If you love me or not.
Why Does This Happen to me???
Im a mother to a beautiful daughter. my ideas come and go as they please so i carry a sketchbook with me almost all the time...
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